How Do I Pull Myself Out Of This Rut?

I love this. I love this so much. This is raw, and real. Talk about an honest and straightforward message. These are all just descriptors for what’s below. Yeah. Just read it.

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Dear Laura, 

I have absolutely no idea why I’m emailing you, other than the fact that I am completely and utterly miserable, and so were you, but now you’re not. 

I am lost, I am unhappy, I am bored, I am trapped, I am in a rut. I need to get away, really, really need to get away, but I don’t know where to start. 

I read your posts and see your pictures etc. and I ache. I constantly think about upping and leaving, but I never do it. I pretend I’m the spontaneous, independent type, but I’m not. I need people holding me up, I need people telling me what to do, and I need at least a rough plan.

I know nobody can help me but myself, and yet… help me?

R xo

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Oh Lord. I know this. I know this so…

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